Sunday, 9 December 2012
How you doing?
It's been a while, yeah?
I have missed you. I think about you all the time... But for some reason, I can't seem to make it here.
I think of stories I wanna tell you..
Crap stories, like how a lady patted my stomach at work the other day, and said cheerily, "Oh, is there another one in there? You're brave, aren't you?" I replied, "No, I'm just fat." When I saw the horrified look on her face, I felt bad. It's not her fault. It's wines fault.
Cool stories, like how I have finished updating my Stephen King flow chart and am looking to send it to print very soon. It is awesome and I think the Stephen King people are going to like it. A LOT.
Or how Gav and I went to the pool while all the kids were away. Just the two of us. Nothing special. It was just lovely.
I wanna talk to you about how things have been hard and shit fairly consistently for the last few months. But I don't want to sound like a whinger. I know there are people who have it way harder than I do. I know my problems are lame and I should just shake it off and get on with it. I would if I could, Blog. I totally would. I feel stuck. I don't wanna be stuck.
I think about the fun times we have had. Like when we were on the New Yorker Online. And all the cool people we have met together. And how I am super proud of you and feel very guilty for neglecting you.
I miss you Blog. But I'll see you real soon.
*could also be written to all my friends and most of my family.
Posted by Gillian for Tessie Girl at 17:20