"Self, what the hell is going on here? Why does everything feel like it sucks arse, when it actually doesn't?"
Self says,
"Because you are crap and nobody likes you."
And I say,
"What the Hell, Self? I thought we were in this together???"
Self says,
"I'm just messing with you. 'COS IT'S SO EASY"
When you suffer from Depression, some days it does seems easier to just lie on the couch, play Tetris on your iPhone and try not to think about anything.... Other than why Judge Judy's robe has a lace collar... Is it so she won't be mistaken for a dude?
But just 'cos it's easy, doesn't mean it's the right choice.
But, just because you know it's not the right choice, doesn't make it easier to make the RIGHT choice.....
SO, instead of playing another game of Draw Something, I am writing this. I don't feel like writing. Or blogging. Or making anything fabulous out of felt or fabric or words.
But I am making myself do it.
And then I am going to lie on the trampoline with my little monkeys and look at the sky.
And that is plenty for today.
I've always wondered about that lace collar too Gilly
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you chose to blog today. Hoping tomorrow, the next day and the days after that are better days. X
ReplyDeleteYou don't always have to make something to be fabulous, just being real and honest and you is fabulous enough. And that, therefore, makes those of us lucky enough to be in your orbit......er, lucky. C'mon, words!
ReplyDeleteSounds like you have done more than enough! Hopefully the blogging was a balm for the weary soul as well x
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